Tuesday, April 01, 2008

COLD

Sage said this stolen shot was taken by Sabine. Looking back, it's very poignant. It was a beautiful day. I wish I could hold on to it. But it's too late. and "Nothing is real til it's gone..."


Looking back at me I see
That I never really got it right
I never stopped to think of you
I'm always wrapped up in
Things I cannot win
You are the antidote that gets me by
Something strong
Like a drug that gets me high

What I really meant to say
Is I'm sorry for the way I am
I never meant to be so cold,
never meant to be so cold

What I really meant to say
Is I'm sorry for the way I am
I never meant to be so cold,
never meant to be so cold

To you, I'm sorry about all the lies
Maybe in a different light
You could see me stand on my own again
Cause now i can see
You were the antidote that got me by
Something strong like a drug that got me high


What I really meant to say
Is I'm sorry for the way I am
I never meant to be so cold,

never meant to be so cold

What I really meant to say
Is I'm sorry for the way I am
I never meant to be so cold,
never meant to be so cold

I never meant to be so cold

(quitter solo)

I never really wanted you to see
The screwed up side of me that I keep
Locked inside of me so deep
It always seems to get to me
I never really wanted you to go
So many things you should have known
I guess for me theres just no hope
I never meant to be so cold


What I really meant to say
Is I'm sorry for the way I am
I never meant to be so cold,
never meant to be so cold

What I really meant to say
Is I'm sorry for the way I am
I never meant to be so cold,
never meant to be so cold


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Xc0O730mvcU


(postscript: "Never meant to be so COLD" is a song in my favorite Real Time Strategy Computer Game, ZERO HOUR. It's a wargame simulation. That song plays on whenever the fog of war has lifted, and you can see the bloody carnage going on, and nothing is left in your mind except the instinct for vendetta.)

7 comments:

atticus said...

eng?????

away kayo???

TK said...

...closure.

(BTW Ayheen's great, Atticus. don't worry too much about us-- we have tons of it.)

Penny Lane said...

uy in fairness ang ganda ng shot ah!

TK said...

it has nothing to do with the subject, Koryn. Si Sage or Sabine ang kumuha nyan.

sweet photo. it's the idyllic lull before the perfect storm.

I didn't see it then pero looking back, I needed that lull.

dhes said...

"malayo pa ang umaga..."

yan dapat ang caption tk! ;)

angel directo said...

si miranda talaga sagap chismis kay tk!

tin-tin said...

nagsosorry ka ulit? tsk tsk tsk.. may ginawa ka na naman na bad?

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